Over the Top

It is 1:20 am and I am still awake. I could give you at least ten reasons for this but really, what good would that do. I am awake because I am not a sleep.

I finally finished editing my blog after upgrading it to Beta.

I like it. I like it a lot. It is a lot easier this way, and much more concise. I feel like I have accomplished something, like my lack of sleep wasn't wasted and that I am now better equipped to express myself and to change the world, one post at a time.

While reading Jaron's blog today I realized what I am missing in my life. Now it wasn't necessarily anything that was said per say but the message was sent none the less. Since being out of High School I feel like I have made some major strides in my life but over the last two months I have seen a drop of productivity in almost every facet of my life, most especially in the development of ideas.

Now other people shouldn't be the reason you think but they can sure cause some powerful thoughts. I realized that I don't interact with people enough to get my mind going. I have no one to challenge my ideas or to offer their own, all I have is the same thoughts spinning around in a place that has been polished and shaped to fit them. There are not figurative stalactite or stalagmites that would change the course of my thought-breeze.

It lends credence to the theory that opposition strengthens us and makes us better. If we never had anything to oppose us or to challenge the validity of our thoughts or beliefs these same thoughts and beliefs would have no form or direction. Whatever we thought couldn't be right because there was no wrong. It couldn't be truth because there was no false.

My Point: I haven't had the blessing of someone to change the course of my thoughts so they have moved in endless circles and nothing remotely profound or worthwhile has been or could be produced.

The Solution: The only way to fix the staleness in my mind is to let a new breeze blow through. I need to be around people, and not just my family, even though they are exceedingly wonderful. I need to start spending time with the outside world and spend less time in front of screens of any type.

If everyone thought about time as an asset, as a commodity we wouldn't be so frivolous in how we spend it. I think I will address that in a different post. As for right now that is all.

In Summary: Opposition enables growth, embrace it! This beta set up it going to be pretty sweet, I am really excited. Time is precious, look for more on that in a future post. Last but not least, Bravo for friends and blogging.